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Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Neverland, FW and wtf am I doing here!







Well It has been a month since I have written last, and one hell of alot has happened. The Neverland adventure is now in full swing, to be honest as much as this opportuntiy is quite possibly one of the biggest leaps I have ever taken, it is equally as terrifying as it is invigorating. I have put alot into this event and there is no way it would be progressing this well without the tremendous help I am getting from like minded fae lovin friends.



My dream for Neverland is that it will be something far different than anything FW has seen, an dthat hopefully it will grow into something of its own. The Neverlands mean quite a bit to me, I have lived in this land for the most part of the last year, and thru no forthought of my own I was given the chance to make it a reality.



To try and explain how important the Neverland is to me, would be like trying to build a skyscraper out of macaroni. Neverland is a place built on the dreams of children. A place of wild possibilities and a place you are always free, anything can happen, and that is what I would like people to feel at Neverworlds. You could be swept away by pirates, taught to juggle with the lost boys, blow insane bubbles with the mermaids, make the dream tree glow with your own dreams, and dance at the faerie revels till you are floating above the trees, with whoever it is that makes your soul fly.



This dream is becoming a reality for me, and as it aproaches, my heart races and my mind goes nuts. Quite the adventure for a guy that feels like the pan himself, most of the time. Im not even worried about my booth, I dont care if I make a bloody cent, (i havent really ever made money anyway!)I just want to see people laugh and have fun, to leave the real world at the gate and just let go!!



I have two months to pull this thing off. Most of it seems to be goin well thanks to the help of my friends who really are the back bone to this whole dream. I want this to be a COMF family affair, as many of the COMF folk as can help or be a part of it will be there. I am putting everything i have into this and now I am looking ahead to when it is all over. When the mast is packed away, The Tipi taken down and the final light taken from the dream tree. I will be standing in that feild alone, just like last year, knowing it will be another full year at the least, till I can truely feel the Neverworlds, wishing I could just really take off to that second star to the right, cuz this world is no place for me.
I need the awfully big adventure!:)